And it grows darker and darker

It’s been quite a while since I came here. I’m tired. I’m always booked and overwhelmed with work. I had such a plentiful summer in 2014, I thought I would have some relief… But no. Each time I make a step, a new trial come in. Like an unceasing process of transformation and growth. It keeps coming quicker and quicker, whereas I crave for catching my breath. This Wheel of the Year has been really strange. Darker than the usual. Full of gaps. Some Sacred Festival didn’t “happen” energetically, like they were out of the map… The World is changing. There was no break through at “Imbolc” (or else) in February, no lustration, no renewed light. And afterwards Spring was held off for quite a while. And now… I only feel the storm gathering, heavy above our heads, making me so sick I laid in bed for 4 days. Where’s the Great Queen ? And where’s Freyja ? The year is dark. I am sinking into an Ocean of introspection that is never ending.

Only the Dead remain. And Ancestors. Restless. Relentless.

I had the chance of grasping this wonderful and rare tool in order to help me anchor and work with them : prayer beads for Hyndla, our Grand-Mother, the ultimate teacher for me. The Norns are not far, but their work is heavy and they have let me rest till now… I imagine I’ll get something for them too in the near future.

( >click for more pictures< and description by the crafter,
whom I cannot recommend enough)

I’m locked away in my room, and in my mind, drifting. Shifting. Fighting. And then off to work in that ferocious world. And back again, in the room. Reading, writing, working. There are no words available for me to the world yet.

Take care.


Spiritual Alliance… or Marriage

(I should re-read myself these days, too tired to write. Sorry for the horrible misspellings)

I will try to gather here in the future articles that offer different perspectives on working very closely to the Spirits. I have a problem with the term “godspousery”, even if it is highly common now and practical to use. A little too “human” for me, and not wide enough. I think there are many different types or possible alliances with the Spirits and Gods, that are deeply bonding and yet impossible to classify with the term “marriage”. When you are committed to primal spirits, it seems inappropriate. When it involves a spirit/god from the same “gender” as you are, it also seems disturbing. What matters is the core energy of the relationship, and the love. At least, that’s what I’ve seen for now. I’m biased because I like to go beyond our social model, but I acknowledge that many people encounter a “typical” kind of marriage on the spiritual plane. Anyway.

Here is a post you may have seen but that I’ve found with delay. It explains quite a few things about a certain type of Spiritual Alliance : marriage / godspousery.

Here is a post that raises many (!) questions about the many different paths to the Gods, including godspousery (but also queenship, sacred motherhood…)

I will need some time to gather my old links on the subject. If you have any suggestion I’ll take them gladly.